♥ Sweet Escape

Apologies ♥

2011-04-30T08:03:00.000-07:00

Okayy , didn't keep to my words .
SORRY !
XD

Will update ...
... soon (:

Don't you call me friend .

2011-03-30T06:31:00.000-07:00

Everybody tells me that you're ~~pretty~~
And I always try to disagree, ohh
To see you with another ~~guy~~
Would tear me up deep inside
'Cause they don't know you once belonged to me

Chorus:
& I know it would be awkward running into you that way
It was okay 'til you said that word to me
Oh no you didn't just call me friend
Oh no I must be hearing things
You can call me wrong You can call me right
But don't you call me friend tonight
Oh no you didn't just say we're through
Oh no I aint never gettin over you
Tell me that I'm crazy chasing you again
Oh ohh, but don't you call me friend
Don't you call me
Don't you, don't you call me
Don't you call me
Don't you call me friend
Don't you call me
Don't you, don't you call me
Don't you call me
Don't you call me friend

I aint gonna lie
You look so happy
Wish there was something I could still make you feel
Every smile makes me wanna fall apart
Every laugh is like a bullet to my heart
Cuz I'm at the end of the room
Watching every ~~guy~~ coming at you

[Chorus]

A friend don't think about you when (s)he's dreaming
Or every single minute that (s)he's breathing
So why is this so hard to believe
A friend wont do it all to try to please you
A friend can never kiss you when (s)he sees you
& you know I wont so just please don't call me friend !

~~~~~

This song ;
Haish . When I first heard it , it hit me HARD ! I broke down & cried . It totally resembles waht i've been going through . & it totally tells the story of part of my life . *Bubbles !* You know , i know . I won't elaborate further , sorry . This is too personal . Hmmmm ='(

2011-03-25T07:34:00.000-07:00

Heyy People ! It has been a freaking loooong time that i've not updated .
I've got really busy with my life , & found that blogging was just one hell of waste of time , as i don't think anyone reads this . MATI abes !

Anyway , i think i wanna start blogging again . & There are 3 main reasons why ;

1 ) I've been doing really badly for English in school . So , writing at my blog is one way of practicing my language & writing skills , i guess .

2 ) I've been so miserable , a lot . Really . A source tells me that I've been keeping too many thoughts to myself . & suggests that i should let it out (not all) . So , blogging is one of the few ways to express myself (for the whole world to see.urgh =.=) .

3 ) I've realised that there's really nothing much to do on the computer . Besides Facebook,BlackShot,Left4Dead2,Killing Floor & YouTube , there's really nothing much to do for me .

So now you know .
I'm just gonna stop here , until i think of something to write about .
Until then , see ya !

Willow Smith - Whip My Hair Choreography by: Dejan Tubic

2011-02-23T04:49:00.000-08:00

<3 In the midst of learning this choreography ! ^^

Screaming but No One's Responding

2010-11-06T06:51:00.000-07:00

I really don't know how long i can't take your lies .

- Zyraa

Looong time never update !

2010-08-03T05:59:00.000-07:00

Heyy people . I know i haven't updated since forever ? Haha . Now i'm updating because one of my best girlfriends already mengamok with me . So , yeahh . Hahaaaaaaa . She called me a lazy bumb . Boo hoo :(

Haha . Actually been really busy lately . & when there's time pon i would be super lazy to post about anything . Just a few things that have been going on since i last updated .

I turned 16 ! Jyeahhh , like finally (:
Wanna thank all those who wished me a year older , & of course to those who attended my birthday 'party' . It wasn't really a party . Because didn't turned out as planned . There were plenty of food , but the guys that time were monsters ! Everything cleaned up fast . The ones who came late did not even get a chance to have a bite . So sorry guys . But i know Ikkyn enjoyed the party the most . Haha , you know i know :D

I'm DANCING again , well a bit uhh . Haha , will be dancing for the YOG Opening Ceremony this 14 August 2010 . Cool or waaaht ? Hehehe , i'm under the ITE students . Made loads of new friends (dancers) . Loving this experience ! Ohhhh , i think i falling for someone . HEHE , sshhhhh ! Diam2 je laa okayyy ?

I became SINGLE . Yeahhh , unfortunately . NAZYRA is no more , i think . I don't know , exactly . I really love him , I DO . But i know we won't work out later in the future . So i don't wanna hurt him later if he's just gonna get more & more attached to me . It's gonna hurt him so much less now . I'm sincerely sorry , bby :(

Well , if there's no more news , i'll be signing off now . Goodbye , cruel world . & good night (:

Ain't no sunshine ;

2010-07-04T10:01:00.000-07:00

Hello again , I wanna blog again because ...

I've just been through one of the most rotten weekends in my life , well so far . I don't really wanna elaborate , because i don't really know why . I think i do . But , nvm . I just feel sooooo crappy & super miserable right now . I really really HATE my life now . I don't know how much longer can i go on like this . Everyday i feel like i just wanna die . That would end the suffering . Someone , please just KILL ME . Beacause I ain't got no life .

Tomorrow's a holiday because of Youth Day . Haish , i think i will be studying tomorrow . With some friends . Idk . Wth , i don't wanna study at home . Feel so restless . Okayy , i wanna sleep already . Bye world .

Birthdayys ;

2010-07-04T06:10:00.001-07:00

Helloo Readers ;

I wanna wanna wanna wish these people a
VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!

~ 4th July Babies ~

Bahiyyah a.k.a Maiiya

Feirziana a.k.a Yarhnaa

Nur Hikmah a.k.a EmaYeen

HATE ;

2010-06-28T05:11:00.000-07:00

Boyy , i swear i hate you .
Eventhough i love you friggin' bad . You stooopid , ihateyouihateyouihateyou ! I don't think i can go on already uhh . Urgh ! Why is this happening to me ? God , my life is so messed up ! Everything you do , i just hate it ! I HATE YOU . You tryin' to get back at me for waht i did to ya or waht ? Coz if you retaliate , i can retaliate , but worse than you can ever imagine . Anyway , good luck for tomorrow . BNSS Idol . I'll be your #1 supporter/cheerleader . But i fuckin' hate you . Just remember that , okayy stooopid ?

2010-06-26T09:41:00.000-07:00

Waht is this ? !
Sumpah ; I still ain't happy .
Buh-bye .

2010-06-16T03:41:00.000-07:00

This is just ... WOW !

I miss dancing , a lot .
I feel like my whole life is friggin' messed up after i friggin' stopped dancing .
My school's malay dance don't count nothing ! That's barely moving ):

I don't know how much longer can i go on ;

2010-06-12T03:56:00.000-07:00

I just feel like
running away all over again !

Why is this happening to me ?! I really can't stand it !
This is not really the biggest fight we got into .
& i didn't really do anything wrong (well , not to me atleast) .
But I didn't feel i had committed a crime .
You just took it too damn personal .
I just don't get it ! I didn't do nothing wrong !

Another thing ;

I really can't take part in ANYTHING ?
Stoooopid . Like after Os ? That's next year !
Now , i really don't feel like studying anymore .
But note this , you can't stop me from doing what i love .
I can't believe i'm feeling so crappy right now .
I gotta get outta here !

PLEASE , Mummy & Daddy .

I love you .
& I know you want what's best for me .
But sometimes i feel like this is all too much !
I wanna live my life the way i want it to be .
Without the nagging nor the ignorance .
Hope this isn't too much what i'm asking for .

New Skin !

2010-06-11T23:29:00.000-07:00

Heyy People ; As you can see , i've got a new skin ! You like ?
Hehe . Anyway , sorry for not updating for so long . Been busy , i guess .

Wanna wish this boy down here a very Happy Birthday !
- Muhammad Eddy Izdwan bin Muhammad Idwar -
We've not been in contact for so long man . But i just wanna say that i still care for you & i remembered your birthday dude ! 'Cause exactly one year before , was the first time we officially contacted each other . Haha , surprised right ? You takecare aites ? Be a good boy for me .

Yesterday ; Met Pasir Ris Peepz !
Afai , Aki , Reza , Is , Nana , Cicak , Lawak .
Haven't met them for ages ! Finally got to meet them again . Haha . Maybe gonna see them again on 29th June ? Haha , get ready Reza ! =D

View the other pictures at my Facebook ♥ page ! =D

Monday to Thursday ;
Spent holidays in school ?
Jalan2 with some of my sisters & brother from another mother .
Feirziana , Ayu , Zyqa , Kym . Haha . Was quite fun .

Again , pictures are all on my Facebook (:

Youth Sports Conference ; GEREKK !

2010-05-27T04:41:00.000-07:00

These few days has just been AMAZING !
I've been crying when leaving Victoria Junior College just now ):
Basically , i was at YOG's Youth Sports Conference from 24-27 May .

Sadly , i didn't go to Science Centre for the Pixar thingy with my class . Nvm , i had a great time with my new friends ! Serious ! I've met manymany new friends from other schools all over Singapore . It was really truly a great experience ! Ohh ! & i didn't go to school for the last 3 days of term 2 ! Hehe ! :D

Mostly had to sit for talks & conferences . Mostly boring , but the other activities were fun ! Had group time , got to know each other more . Then we became great friends ! I love you , P5 ! Hehe . We also took part in the Mass Dance . Danced for 40 min during the closing ceremony , at the hothot field .
"Oyeah Oyeah Oyeah Hey ! Oyeah Oyeah Oyeah Ho ! We are the one Singapore !"

Had Ice Skating for my Feeling Fab! Session . It was my first time ever skating ! I couldn't roller blade . That was tough to try ice skating . At first i couldn't even move when i got on the ice . HAHA ! Always felt like wanna fall . That would be really embarrassing . First the instructors told us to do some warm-up activities , like teaching us how to balance or getting up when we fall down . But i still couldn't skate properly . Serious ! It was friggin' hard , & i got friggin' frustrated . Huhu , luckily got my HERO . cheyy , haha !

This is Syazwan ! He was my ice skating 'teacher' . Nyahaha , honestly . If he didn't come up to me & help me through some basic balancing , i still wouldn't be able to skate . Now i can skate properly ! Well , kinda . Hehe , no expert or anything . THANK YOU SOO MUCH ! I fell a few times . There was one fall , i fell forward landing on my knees & palms . It really hurt ! Felt like my skin at my hands & knees were being torn . Ouch !

All in all , i really had a GREAT time with these people . Gonna miss them soo much ! *sobs* :'(

That is Hakim ! Haha , my friend since i was primary 2 ! Loooooong time never see him . Rinduuu ! Surprised to see him at the conference :DD

Ehh look ! Mat Saleh ! His name is 'Flow' :D

2010-05-22T05:33:00.000-07:00

Had a BLAST today ;
Haha , lucky i went to school today . Eventhough i'm down with cough & a running nose . But it was worth it ! If not i'd be stuck at home ; bored . My plan was to either go to school for this carnival thingy or watch Dance Explosion at Tampines . Then some of my girlfriends texted me that they were going for the carnival . So i went to school . Really , again i say it , it was worth it . There was Gladiator & Reverse Bungee Jumping & other fun games . Haha , i challenged Bby on the gladiator . So funny .

Then there was the lucky draw . Me & Bby saw the prizes nicely displayed on the table . Since we shared our tickets ,
Bby commented on the 1st prize , " B , klau ticket kiter menang nieh 1st prize , i dapat simpan ehh ?"
Which means "B , if our ticket wins this 1st prize , i get to keep it ok ?" .
Then i was like , " In your dreams ! " . Haha .

Since the lucky draw started late , I gave our tickets to Elly & Ikkyn & Idaa 'cause we wanted to get out of school to slack . Then bby & i decided to go back into school . Just in time for the last few lucky draws . Elly had won a toaster ! & Hazrul won a cooking pot ! HAHA . Then when it came down to the last lucky draw , THE FIRST PRIZE . Our number was announced & the few of us went ballistic ! Really ! If you had been there , you would have laughed you ass off ! It was freakin' funny ! So , i grabbed the ticket & ran to the prize giver & recieved a brand new AKIRA DVD PLAYER ! Like , wow ? HAHA . It was amazing . I was like a crazy woman , recieved the prize & went GILA without even shaking the person's hand . I think it was Hock Rong , i couldn't remember . Haha ! Then Elly was like " KIMAKK ! 1st PRIZE SIOLL ! " with her stupidlysuperduperfunny gestures . HAHA .

Winning the lucky draw prize was one thing , but deciding who keeps the prize is another . Me & bby fought for the prize for quite some time . HAHA ! Very funny .
He was like " B , I nak tu prize ! "
Then i was like " No ! I pon nak ! Klau u sayang i , u bagi i k ? Hehe " . He was going " Okayy laa , you amek uhh . "
Then i went " REALLY ? " suspicious, " are you sure ?? "
Then he declared " NO ! "
HAHAHA . We were going like that for quite awhile . Then we decided i take it home . Then in the end , I gave it back . Hehe , kecian nyer pasal . Bby was soo happy ! HAHA . iloveyou laa bby (:

After the carnival , i changed . Me & family initially wanted to go to Lagoon at ECP to eat satay !
But when we got there , it was jam-packed ! No parking lots at all .
Then we decided to just eat at Teh Tarik at Geylang . I ate Nasi Ayam Penyet ! Sedaaaaap ! Hehe , kenyang giler sia . Well , okayy bye (:

You people rock my world ;

2010-05-20T19:59:00.000-07:00

Hello World , once again .

There's no school today ; E-Learning Day . Huhu .
So , will be staying at home all day . Bored huh ?

Yesterday , so sorry to Shakirin for not celebrating your birthday with you ! Serious , im so sorry . I really wanted to come along , but i'm currently broke . Urgh ! Sorry tauu . You know i'm always here for you if you need anything okayy ? Love yaa ! :D

June holidays ? There's only 2 weeks holidays for most of us . Urgh ! Like so frustrated . First two weeks will be having malay dance CCA . Performance on 13 June . On top of that , there will be remedial/supplementary classes & they said something about 2hr self-study in the afternoon after the classes EVERYDAY for two weeks ? Like , wth right ? Hellooo ? At least cut some slack will ya ? Maybe let us go to school with home clothes ? Or something ? Grr ! This is soo wrong ):

Next week , will be going Science Centre on Monday ! Got this Pixar thingy , idk . That monday will be my last day in school before the 'Holidays' (which are really not) . Anyway , will be going to this YOG conference at Victoria JC from 25-27 May . Gonna be tiring , i bet . So , won't be attending school for the three days . Hurm .

Now i'm currently listening to Solo by Iyaz . It's a GREAT song . Hehe .
Also doing my Maths on AceLearning .Huhu , wahh so rajin ehh ?
Nyahaha. Well , gtg . See ya again (:

2010-05-13T04:20:00.000-07:00

Jyeahh ! Watched The Last Song just now . & it was SO DAMN BEAUTIFUL ! No joke . I cried a lot ! Haha , serious . I waited for this movie to come out for so long ! & i watched it today ! The day it premieres in Singapore . Nyahaha . Mainly went with bby . Supposedly Maiiya was going with me . Then , plans changed a bit . & ohh , Bby was sooo late , terhegeh2 nak siap ! Bingit nak mampos seyh ! The movie starts at 3pm . But we left Bedok at 3 , like wth right ? Haiyaa . But nvm , still got to watch most of it . Maiiya was already in the cinema , last row . & since we were late , we got the front row . Haha . Haish , i recommend this movie if you love love&sad stories . But if you're like bby , who can sleep in the cinema during the movie , maybe not . Haha .

Here are some snapshots of today . Enjoy (:

When I Look at You ;

Fcuk Spammers ;

2010-05-12T06:39:00.000-07:00

This post is specially for my ohh-so-passionate spammers who always sacrifice their time from their ohh-so-precious-NO-LIFE everyday .

Dear Spammers ;

Buat lawak ehh korang ? Musibot betol . Memang takde keje ehh nak spam aku nyer blog hari2 ? Suke sangat ke korang kat aku ? Aku tawu laa korang selalu tengok blog aku hari-hari , sebab korang suke sangat nak tengok muker aku yang LAWAA ini . Aku bukan nak berlagak ke ape laa , tapi betol kan korang jealous ngan aku ? Even if you're a boy or a girl . You admire me so much , am i right dogs ? Well , that's the only reason i can think of if you're spamming me . Guess waht , i've banned you guys from my tagboard .

Some of you guys out there may not know waht i'm talking about here . Well , long story short . I have spammers . More than one in fact . So , FYI . I have deleted them . Menyemak je . It's so irritating . If you reallyreally 'love' me , tell it straight to my face assholes !

I know you love me ;
AhhZeeRahh !

2010-05-09T23:29:00.000-07:00

Ohh , how I miss Lil' Fusion Crew !

2010-05-09T06:08:00.000-07:00

Haiyaa , something wrong with my cbox ! Maybe it's because it's infected by spammers ? Shitheads . Anyway , i need help . Ruz ? Anyone ? Huhu .

Happy Mother's Day to
Suhaila Saim & Norhani Ibrahim ,
& all the mothers in the world .
Ibu & Mama , i love you . I always do .
Thanks , both of you , for taking care of me .
I am so grateful to have two mothers :D

2010-05-09T04:59:00.000-07:00

Tag Replies ;

Gergerl - Okayy , hahs . Wait ehh . I'm finding a way to upload it :D

Spammer - Idk who the HELL are you . I don't even want to know , 'cause you're a big FAT pile of cow dunk . I do not associate with such THINGS . You act as if you're so old . Let me guess , you're 81 , i guess ? Let me tell you one thing shithead : You were once 16 too ! Don't call me 'adek2' okayy ? Maybe DiDi's right . Check2 , you're also 'adek2' . Since you're so immature to spam my tagboard & not identify yourself . You're such a coward , loser . Get a life , asshole !

GUEST - Haaaha , okayy (:

Mystery - Heyhey yourself . Btw , thanks ! hehe , & you are ?

DiDI - Thanks for tagging dude ! & you know i love you ;p

Lyana - Relinked ! Miss youu too babe =D

I miss ...

2010-04-30T23:03:00.000-07:00

OoOhh ! I have spammers . Haha ; great . Pfft , memang no life . Haha , i'll just ignore that . Maybe i will change my tagboard soon . Anyways , it's been almost a month since i updated this blog . EXAMS man ! Can't use the comp at home until after Mid-Years . My English & Malay paper is over . But i got a feeling i'm gonna fail them . Scary y'know ! Haha , only a couple of days to the rest of the papers . I fear most is my Literature & Humanities . Huhu , stress tauu . Been concentrating so hard in class , & i'm freakin' tired ! But can't stop studying ! I will NOT do badly for my Midyears .

By the way , i'm in my house in JB . That's why i'm blogging right now . Hurm , i miss boyfriend already . HAHA . Serious . So freakin' pissed he's been suspended from school for a month . Feels different already , him not always being with me in school . Luckily that month is ending soon . & he'll be schooling as per normal . Hope you won't get into any trouble okayy , bby ? Iloveyou . & i'm friggin' missing you !

Ohh , how i miss dancing ! I've not been dancing since YouthOut! [which was a superBLAST!] . Everybody wants me to be back in DSP . Since DSP won't be having anymore 'trance' . But , idk laa ! I really want to . My parents uh the prob later . Nobody knows how i feel when i quit DSP officially . Was such in a depressing state . It took a lot of strength to get over it . LFC is also not another option now , because of midyears . Been trying to study these past few weeks . I hope i can make it . But i seriously miss DSP & LFC . I'm totally a wreck without dancing . Everytime i watch or think something about performing tarian , or hiphop . My heart keeps being torn further & further apart . Nobody can tell the pain i feel .

Haish . Heyy . I'm sorry things don't work out between us .
I just can't , because ...

But i hope you're not angry with me . & i hope we still can be friends .

2010-04-07T05:46:00.000-07:00

Hello World !
Sorry for not updating for sooo long . Hahs , been SUPER BUSY . Expecially with Malay Dance . The trainings for the musical was exhausting ! & now it's finally over . Gonna miss it . Huhu ):
But looking forward to my less-busy life . Now with no more DSP , LFC until YouthOut! event , CCA only once a week . Can finally go out like jalan2 again . Free time . Haha . But oops ! Mid-Year Exams around the corner . Surprisingly , i'm looking forward to study for it . Hurm , just as soon as i can settle my sleeping-in-class-often problem . Darn it . Anyone help me ? (:

Ohh , i need to get on a diet . Pronto ! I'm getting more & more boncet by the day . Urgh ! I hate this . Why do i love eating ?

2010-03-27T23:03:00.000-07:00

Please do come & support us !
Buy tickets for day & night event ; only at $5 ! :D
Support LFC , GRX & manymany moore .
Anything just tag or text me kayy ?
See you there ! :DD

2010-03-27T22:07:00.000-07:00

I swear i HATE our Malay Dance costumes .
Grrr ! So the TAKK LAWAAA , kankan ?
Budget siaa skolaa . Hahs .
Well , waht to do ? The costumes been made already .
Gotta dance VERY LAWAA ,
so people won't notice our costume's like SH*T .
*Photos grabbed from Gergerl's Blog!*

Yesterday went to watch Anak Wayang .
At Victoria Theatre . My sister performed under Sri Warisan .
Great production , nice to watch . Shahril (AnugerahSkrin) was the main lead .
Hahs , all the photos are uploaded at Facebook .

Waht a surprise ? HAHA ! :DD

2010-03-21T05:56:00.000-07:00

Look down !
I think it's one of my best shots of all time .
Thanks to Wawan (:

I think i really need a break !
I'm sorry , guys . I don't know waht i'm going into .
My situation seriously sucks !
Most of you wouldn't know waht i'm talking about .
I just need to let out some things that's going through my mind , okayy ?

First thing , LFC .
I'm really friggin' disappointed in you guys . I can't believe you would let that out , & it's about someone else's privacy . That's all i can say for now . I may not be joining you in YouthOut! after all . Sorry , but yeahh . I think you guys should know why . But some of you may not .
Go figure it out !

Next , BOYFRIEND .
I'm not sure how our relationship is going to end up . Ever think where our relationship is heading ? Truthfully , i feel very different now . & you said it yourself too that we are not like last time . The feeling we used share , i can see it's not as strong . I know i've been neglecting you somehow . & i guess my feelings just changed a bit . Idk , i feel that you are not there for me whenever i needed you . Example , when i always had big fights with my parents . You couldn't know how was i feeling . You couldn't tell that i was in pain . Now i feel that our bond is slowly detracting . I felt awkward when you gave me that gift for our 5th monthsarry . Feels so different . Like i didn't know you were my boyfriend . I don't know whether anyone can understand waht i'm saying right now , 'cause i really can't put it into words of how i feel . I'm trying my best to say this . I'm kinda stressed about this . I think i need a break .

Lastly , SOMEONE .
I'm sorry if i hurt you in any way . I really didn't mean to . I swear , i really meant how i felt . Waht i said about things & all . But it is friggin' hard for me , in this situation . Same goes for you , i know you ain't feeling any better . You're as confused as me . I pon sotttt nak mampus , tau . I don't know if i'm ready to let go waht i have now , 'cause i think i can read the future . My life in school with schoolmates & some friends will be HELL . I know i can't bear this . It happened to me before . It ain't surprising . If you feel that waht we hoped for together can't happen , it's up to you laa . Idk . I can't think straight anymore .

2010-03-17T08:27:00.000-07:00

Yooo ! Check this out ! :DD

2010-03-14T05:42:00.000-07:00

Some pictures from Danceworks! '10 .
Thanks Xinny (:

Snapshots after comp !

! DSP !

2010-03-13T18:57:00.000-08:00

Isn't my little cousin just ADORABLE ?
His name is Wan ! Haha , cute kankan ?
[Not the Wan i posted about yesterday laa]

First her , now him . I tell you , sooner or later , i am going to crack !

2010-03-13T06:17:00.000-08:00

Dearest Xinny ,

I hope you are doing fine. I know you are in an unstable state right now. I just want you to be happy okayy? Don't let that bastard hurt you even more. Trust me, i know him longer than you do. He has countless of girls always by his side. I know when you heard all of this, you didn't want to believe it. Either it's because you loved & cared for him too much to even think that it is true. Or you believed he could change & only love & take care of you. Aren't i right, Xinny? Believe me, boys these days mostly are just players. Please don't be sad alright? I'm writing this post specially for you. I care for you, & you know i love ya . Hehe, cheer up babe. There are more BETTER fish in the sea. Take my advice, don't care for him so much. Or better yet, leave him. I'm sorry if you are reading this. But it's just my message to you okayy? All the best, girl. Takecare (:

2010-03-13T05:39:00.000-08:00

Fuhhhh . I'm friggin' tired now !
It's been a looong day , man .
Had Danceworks!'10 Competition just now .
We didn't win ; as expected .
But it was extremely the GEREKS ! haa , had ubber fun !
We aimed for experience , & didn't expect to win at all .
Haha , but it would be supercool if we did . Haish .
Anyway , it was the first time LFC has taken part in such BIG events like this .

So , congrats to my crew ! For having to share this experience together . I know we did our best . No worries , we'll get them next time . Aites ? Btw , had loads of fun jalanjalan with my crew & co. Walked around plaza sing , then MRT-ed to Changi Airport . Ate at Mac . Laughed my ass off , paiseyh giler at this one time . LFC , you know i know . diamdiam ! HAHA .

Thank you to those who came down to support us today !
Naziff , Iqbal , Wan , Xinny , Nanaa , Fazir , Khairul , Acap , Izz & lots moore .

Pictures will be uploaded another time ,
'cause i don't have them now .
Ohh yahh , speaking of pictures .
I wanna specially thank my very special friend .
Nur 'Izuwan bin his dad ? Hehe :D
Love youu manymany man ! Serious .
Thank you so so soo much ;
for burning the disc at last minute for us .
& for being our personal photograper for the day .
Again , iloveyou ! hehe , takecare (:

[ Baby , tkmo maraa k ? ]
Speaking of bby , haha . Cute laa b today .
Sikit sikit geram . Alalalaa , kecian dier .
Haha , Wan is a good friend of mine luhh .
& Izz is my cousin ! Haha , bby geram 'cause Izz hugged me .
Awww , sayang ehh ? Hehe , i'm sorry . But you know i'll always love you .

2010-03-10T04:49:00.000-08:00

We are LFC !
which stands for Lil' Fusion Crew !
I love them manymany . Though some may be a pain in the ass . But , heyy . They're like family . We fight sometimes , but we love each other . This picture was taken yesterday . Kinda like our notsofull-dress reahersal . Haha . Anyways , our competion is this saturday , & we are working reallysuperduperoopereffing hard on this . I know we are not that strong , but we'll go for it for the experience . So do come & support us yaww ? :DD

Danceworks! '10 Competition ;
Saturday , 13 March ;
Open Plaza outside Plaza Singapura ;
12.30 - 3 pm ;

See you there ! :D

Eppy Bdayy (:

2010-03-10T03:11:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthdayy to
NUR ZAKIIRAAAH !

Girl , you know i love yaa . Have fun on your birthday okayy ? Sorri didn't get to wish you earlier in school . Didn't see you , i think . Haaahaa , you're one year older now ! Hehe , good luck in your exams this year okayy ? Work hard ! Your streaming year oii . Get into good classes tauu . Hehe , all the best & best wishes . Hope your dreams come true . One of them is : Fauzy ? Hehe . Last long with hime aites ? Takecare Love :DD

2010-03-07T03:55:00.000-08:00

! BLOG IS UNDER CONSTRUCTION !
hehe , will be continuing when i'm free .

2010-03-05T23:34:00.000-08:00

Hurm , i'm getting bored with my everyday routines now .
I'm planning to throw a party one of the days in the March holidays .
Maybe BBQ or pool party at my place or something . Give me ideas !
& ohh , everyone's invited . No need to ask if you can come or not .
Just come ! Okayy ?

I just eaten lunch , & now i'm on the computer .
Dunno waht to do . Bored , maybe gonna start on my homework .
Will be going for a picnic with family & relatives later .

I'm so sorry to LFC , Mamad especially .
Sorry i can't go out with you all to search for our dance costumes .
& i don't think i can come for your mum's birthday at Pasir Ris .
Tell her i wish her a very happy birthday okayy ? Tc & have fun on your weekends !

I miss bby so much . We haven't been spending much time with each other . Of course , i'm always busy with dance & such . Have not lepaked bawah block with him for a long time already . Much less , go out on dates . Haish , i'm sorry bby . I promise you we'll be back to our normal meetings soon after all my performances k ? I love you soo much :D

2010-03-03T05:33:00.000-08:00

Happie Birthdayy Ain !
You know i love yaa . Great day wasn't it ? You takecare aites . Coming soon is Lynn & Amanda's birthdays . Wow . How ? Haha (:

Fcuking irritated with someone right now .
It's just sooo IRRITATING .
Don't wanna elaborate ; im tired .
Wanna start on my homework now .
Daaaaa ~ !

MKPL

2010-02-27T04:42:00.000-08:00

I think my hands are about to come off already .
Gosh , i'm soo tired ! Had DSP cultural show just now . Been playing the gamelan almost non-stop . Danced too ; cock-ed up a little . Grr ! & my eyeliner can't come off ! I look scary man ! Haha , anyway .

To those who came & watched the Cultural Show @ Bedok CC ,
Thank You soo much for supporting us . It is much appreciated .
& we hope you enjoyed the performance .
Really , come again next month okayy !

HAHA , today's pictures will be uploaded at Facebook .
I'm freakin' exhausted to do it here .

It has been a week since i last blogged yeah ? Busy week . Really . Everyday had something on . Today is the first time in a long while that i laid on my bed in the evening . Haha , i would always be busy doing something else . I would either have dance practice or gamelan practice or school events or something . Tiring man ! HAHA , no joke . Been a busy & STRESSful week for me . Had huge problems , not really solved yet . Lots of tests ! Tests after tests after tests . My head can explode tauu ! Then i have student leader duties ; House Vice-Caption & CCA Vice-Chairperson . Got this CIP project , & Annual Youth Carnival to organise .

Kool atau Kental ?
Hehe . No matter waht , i'll still love you bby :D

2010-02-19T07:57:00.000-08:00

Meet 3E1 2010 !

[ She is friggin' CUTE ! in this photo . Haha , seriously . So poor thing she had to blow & blow the candles out , 'cause we used the fake candles that can spark up again when blown . Haha , tired ? ]

Had a small celebration which me & bby somehow crashed .
Haha , so helped Shafiqah & the rest a bit preparing some things .
Hehe , dapat jugak makan lunch ! :D

To Ms Amanda :
I wanna wish you a very Happie Birthday okayy !
Best wishes to you ! & thanks for the pizza ! =D

To Afiqah & the rest :
Thanks for the cake okayy !
& pasal kiter sebok2 sikit , jgn marah yeer .
Hehe (:

This was after dance practice at Ehub yesterday .
Ohh , & i met RARA ! Haha , rinduu nyer ! (:
After prac , went to Bedok CC for DSP training .

DSP Cultural Show
Bedok CC
Saturday , 27 Feb 2010
Free admission
Be there !

Tomorrow having DSP training whole day . Waaah , tiring kan ? Haha , jyeahh . I'm exhausted everyday . But i love waht i'm doing . So , yeahh . By the way , there will be Cultural Show at Bedok CC on Saturday , 27 Feb 2010 . Do come ! Hehe , we're performing . Invite all your friends too okayy . Love ya'll man (:

Baby ! iLoveYou sayang :D

2010-02-15T19:14:00.000-08:00

Yawww ! I just got back from Batam yesterday !
Haha , it was alright i guess .
I missed my bby so so much .
Especially on the 2nd & last day of the trip .
It was Valentines Day & our 4th monthsarry respectively .
Don't worry k bby . Tkmo sadsad .
One day kiter kluar ehh dating ? =D

Met my classmate , Haziqah , at Harbourfront . & saw Afiqah too .
All were going Batam . Ikkyn was going too . But didn't see her . Grr !

Basically waht we did over there was SHOP & eat & SHOP . Well , i didn't shop much , but my aunty & mum did . Haha . I am extremely happy with waht i bought . I bought two sets of bra & panties ; VERY HOTT & CUTE . & one set of lingerie , i think that's waht it's called . Haha . Serious . iLoveIt . hehe (: I don't know why i was obsessed in buying underwear . Serious . I wanted to buy more . HAHA . But where can you get those in SG at such a price ? Really . & i didn't buy any clothes for outing & all . Just underwear . HAHA .

Went to a spa to get a massage . It was so ... haish . GREAT . haha . Relaxing laa . Just except the part where they twisted my head until i can literally feel it almost wanted to break . HAHA .

I think i'm growing fatter & fatter as days go by . Haha .
Seriously , i ate A LOT this holiday at Batam .
The food there were awesome !
Haha , expecially at the hotel . Yum Yum ! =D

Gonna have dance practice today ! Can't wait . Hehe , haven't been dancing lately .
Gotta catch up ! After all that food in Batam . Hehe . Missed LFC too ! Will be at Eunos CC at 2pm ! Sayonara ! =D

P.S. All Batam pictures will be uploaded to Facebook ! Check it out (:

Tag Replies ~

Acapcet ; Haha , okayy . Well , see you soon (:

Maiiya ; Alaa , hurm okayy . Kesian dier (:

Rara ; Haha , okayy okayy . Suresure . I try okayy babe . Anything just text me aites ? You know i love ya ! =D

Xinny ; Happy Valentines Day to you too ! [belated] . Hehe (:

Inn ; You're Linked babe ! Yeahh , meet up soon ! Tc :D

[M]artin ; Haha , insyallah ;p

2010-02-12T07:19:00.000-08:00

Had a really great day today .
Spent most of today with bby !
Hehe . i love you soo much sayang !

Today celebrated CNY & commemorated Total Defense Day . Three words : It totally SUCKED . I mean seriously . There wasn't even a proper performance . & celebrate waht sia ? haha . & my group didn't even get to win the level competition for Total Defense . Went to so much trouble , in the end never win . Hmft ! Anyway , let me comment a bit about the DM today . She's nice , but she can be a real pain in the neck sometimes . Why can't anyone whistle during the event just now ? Merepek y'know ? Just whistling wanna make a big deal of it . Even if i wasn't involved in this , my bby was . & Though he didn't do it . & they accused him . Aiyoo , idk laa . I'm disturbed by this .

Ohh bby , why you keep on doing these stupid things ? Atleast don't do it in school laa b . C'mon . Brape hours je of school . You wanna smoke , outside school can right . At home also can . I could see that your mum was utterly dissappointed with you tauu . Kesian Mama . See now get into so much trouble kan ? Caning lagik . Change laa b . I don't wanna see you get into trouble in school okay ? I love you ! (:

Went on a double date today .
Me , Naziff , Naziff's bro & his girlfriend . hehe (:
Waited for the boys at Paya Lebar MRT for half an hour . Haiyaa . Then MRT-ed to City Hall . Met Kak Nur , & we went to eat . Wanna thank Kak Nur so so much for the treat okayy ? hehe (: Also thank you to bby's Mama . Hehe , serious !

By the way , i'll be leaving for Batam tomorrow .
Will be back on Monday i think . Hahs , miss me will ya .
Hehe , will try to make it to LFC meeting on monday .

Here are the pics for the double date , enjoy !
[ There are many more but they're with Kak Nur . I'll try to get them as soon as possible (: ]

Tag replies ~

Maiiya ; haha , okayy . tell me luhhs ! haha (:

Lyana ; relinked ! (:

Boistaar ; gmbr aku ngan zura amek time kiter gy ehub , pt toilet dier . HAHA !

Rara ; aww , i miss you too babe (:

Haikal ; You are soo correct ! HAHA :D

M for Martin ; Haha , i know right ? Nehminds , must buy for him more clothes ! haha =D

Acapcet ; Ish , mane aderh ! ;p

2010-02-05T09:44:00.000-08:00

That's all the pics i have , Mamad . Haha .

I AM EXTREMELY IRRITATED WITH THIS GUY IN MY CLASS .
Seriously , one day when i really cannot tahan , i WILL request to change places .
That guy is like a PIG . Seriously ! Although i admit he's smart in his own way .
But DAMN , he is the LAZIEST person i've known in my life . Lazy pig , man .
Every work that has to be done , he says i must do first . Then later he copy me .
Like waht the fcuk ryte ? Urgh ! & the most i can't bear with is his mouth .
He would just curse & swear non-stop like nobody's business .
Talking & talking , too much ! & he is such an ... [ let's stop here , shall we ? ] (:

These pictures above were taken last friday after Malay Dance at Telok Ayer Performing Arts Centre . Had a Creative Dance Workshop in preparation for the DanceWorks Comp . It was interesting & i enjoyed it most times . Made some new friends from other groups . Hahs . Nice meeting you Iffa , Danial , Liyana & Teeha ! :D

Cupcakes & Lollis ? YumYum ! :D
Tengok Zyraa ! Mane tak gemok kan ? Aiyoyoo !

Rambut masai deng ! huhu ;p

Baby , you know i will always love you no matter waht happens .
For now , i wanna apologise because i've been quite rude & also annoying to you .
Kan kan kan ? & we fought about some things . First time say fight . Haha , tkmo laa . But now we settled things already . & i say this again .
I love you , i sayang you . I'm sorry for every of my wrong doings towards you .
Okayy bby ? hehe . Hurm , our 4th months anni is coming up . Valentines the day before . I'm so sorry i can't celebrate these two days with you . I'll be going to Batam with my family . I hope you can understand okayy syg ?
Love you soo much ! (:

Stress luhh seyh ...

2010-02-01T05:40:00.000-08:00

! Stress Stress Stress !
Sumpah seyh gua stress . Haha .
My schedule is like damn tight !
Like no free time , y'know ?
Full of activities . Everyday have remedials & dance training .
Mane tak penat ? Haha . Serious , no joke . Friggin' exhausted .

This is Zuraa !
Haha , like my little sister seyh .
& she also has the same name .
Haha . Boleyh laa tuu . Cute kan ?

I miss bby seyh . HAHA ! We never met on sunday . & neither did we this morning .
We met only at recess . & that was like only a few minutes ? Ha Ha .
After school , he had already gone out to have soccer match . Never got to meet him either .
Then , i had my literature remedial , & malay dance after that .
Only after my malay dance got to see him .
After bby got back from his soccer match , he waited for me until i finished my CCA .
haha . So funny , y'know .
Both were like
" OMG sayang ! I miss you seyh ! "
" Long time never meet you tauu ! Rindu sgt sgt . I love you tauu "
Hehe , sweet kankan ? :D

Well , that's all i have for now .
Ohh ! Wan BroSteady offered me wanna take photos !
Haha , can't wait ! March ehh ? Can laa .
Haha , hope to see you soon .
Byee everyone !

Happy 3 months to Gergerl & Izhar (:

2010-01-30T06:37:00.000-08:00

A very special wish to Gergerl & Izhar .

Happie THREE monthsarry korang !
May both of you last til' your last breaths .
Wahhh , da three months ehh ?
Samesame laa kiter . HAHA !
See which couple last longer k babe (:
The thing i like about them is they fit perfectly for each other .
They are SUPER CUTE & SUPER SWEEET !
Haha , serious ! No joke .
I don't wanna elaborate , sorraye .
Just very happie for you guys .
You know i love yaa :D

Today had ngaji . Then went to meet Mamad for 'meeting' .
Haha , about the crew . Stress jugakk tau !
Haha , then with Naziff all the way laa . Hahs .
Went to Changi General Hospital , visited bby's aunt .
Found out that my childhood & his's were about the same story .
Haha , no need to know . Hope his aunty will be okayy .
While waiting at the hospital , took pictures with bby's little cousin , Insyirah .
Haha , cute laa . Ignore my friggin' ugly faces . Hahs (:

Thanks bby for blanja top-up ! :D
Today bby finally met my Mum .
Haha , when she fetched me from CGH .
Then yahh . Quite scary uh .
Before that bby went all " B , i takot ! "
Haha . Cute uh . Then blahblahblah .
Malas uh nak crite psl waht my mum said .
Not positive , so yeah . Byee !

You know i'll always be with you no matter waht happens .
I love youu ! (:

2010-01-29T21:16:00.000-08:00

Some pics from Ain & Amanda's BBQ .
Was a blast ! Missed you all . Great party .
Hehe , hope we'll do it again soon .
Btw , i'm glad bby met my sweet SimsVillians !
You know , i know (:

Tag Replies ~

Yanna ; Haha , thanks babe ! imy too ! :D

Shida ; Thanks babe (:

Martin ; At least better than kiter dulu . Huhu , no offence ;p

Bella Katanorika ; xoxo back ! i miss you more ! :D

Maiiya ; Love yaa too . Takecare (:

Yani Anne ; Relinked (:

I love you , Muhd Naziff Ismail :D

2010-01-29T07:33:00.000-08:00

I feel kinda stress uh , about this upcoming dance comp . I think it'll really affect me , my studies especially . All the practices have been taking up a whole lot of my time . I can't really spend time with bby much . Haish , been slacking in my school work too . Every time i get back home , i'll be freakin' tired & won't do my homework . It sucks , really . On top of all these , my parents keep nagging at me about all my activities , eg malay dance , DSP , LFC etc . Haiyooo !

By the way , i know it's kinda late . But i really wanna say this , 'cause i didn't get a chance to . I wanna thank Baby , & my mummy for being there for me when i was sick to the max last week or so . They really took care of me . Mummy at home , bby in school . Hehe , how sweet .

Ohh , i met Izdwan & Reza last week ! Rindu seyh . Haha , was at Ehub with LFC preparing some things to submit to CNB . Then met , arh ye laa . Haha , wahtever .

2010-01-27T03:23:00.000-08:00

DanceWorks ! 2010 , here we come !
Woww ! Freakin' nervous for this comp in March .
Practicing like hell . Haha , everyday come back pancet alrd .
Wish Lil' Fusion Crew luck okayy !
Hope you guys come & support us in the competition .
Dance is waht we love !

2010-01-21T04:58:00.000-08:00

Gosh ! I'm sick .
It's so horrible being sick man .
Seriously , i hate it !

Today woke up , i couldn't even get up from my bed .
My whole body was aching !
But i did eventually . I wanted to go to school .
Or else i'd stay home & do nothing . I don't like !

Met Elly & Ikkyn & Idaa at 125 in the morning .
I was cursing & swearing all the way .
It was freakin' cold (for me) . Eventhough i was alrd wearing a jacket .
Bby woke up late & had to wait for him for a loong time , freezing !
Serious seyh , i felt like dying this morning . Haha .

I've got no mood to blog now .
I'm freakin' sick . I took my temparature just now & it read 39.3 degrees celsius .
Woww ! Burning hott man .
Let's see if i'll be coming to school tomorrow .
Haiyaa , k laa . Wanna sleep alrd .
Tkle tahan ! Byee !

I'll freakin' love you till the day i die , Muhd Naziff Ismail .

3 months already ? (:

2010-01-16T05:19:00.000-08:00

Happie 3 Monthsarry Baby ! :D

The picture above was taken 3 months ago .
The day baby asked me to be his princess (:
The day the sun shined brighter than ever on me , warming my heart .
The day everything just came into place .
The day we exchanged our love , & really meant it .
That day , 15 October 2009 .
Was that special day , i made a decision that i'm really glad i did .
I accepted him . 3 months & still growing strong .
Muhammad Naziff Ismail , iLoveYouu .
I don't think i have ever loved a boyfriend like i love bby now .
He is the best boyfriend that anyone could ever have .
But too bad , he's mine . HA HA !

Okayy , let's talk about today . 4 words : IT WAS A BLAST ! I don't know why I am so happie today . Haha , i practically smiled & enjoyed everything i did . I went out to town with bby , Gergerl , Rara , Izhar , Alep & Iqbal . Btw , Rara & Gergerl . Thanks for today . Love you girls loads . Haha , not forgetting bby too (:

REWIND !
; Woke up & called bby . Got ready , & went to bby's house . Then made our way to tenage . Waited for the rest to come . Looong sia wait for everyone . Haha , especially the two brothers . Iqbal & Izhar . Wanna get ready ahhh , haiyoo . Kalahkan pompan seyh . Haha ;p
Then when everyone came already , bussed to Far East . Makan ! haha , was damn hungry . Bby blanja . Thanks b , iLoveYouuSoMuch . hehe . Then jalan & jalan & took lots of photos & jalan again & took photos summore . Haha , Rara & Alep cute laa . Was supposed to be home at 6pm , for some reasons . But i extended for awhile . Panic jugak laa sikit . Hahs , bumped into Kak Dydy (my kakak sedare) & her boyfriend . Can't believe she's still with that guy . After how many years . Nyahaha .

After jalanjalan again , all of us go underpass there wanna go MRT . Me & bby wanted to go home already . Then the rest went to Ion . Though i was already late ; On the way to the MRT , sempat go into Cotton On . Haha . Tell me , Who can't resist cotton on when almost everything is on sale at 50% discount ? There were HUGE signs of the sale , & me & the girls just can't resist . Huhu , i finally bought the black cardigan , after nooneknowshowlong . But i bought wrong size seyh . Sayang . Doesn't really fit me well . I accidentally bought size L . Then the shoulders like fall over mine . Haish , nehmind . I'm still HAPPY today . Haha .

After taking the last group photos , me & bby went off . Bby sent me home , & then byebye . Overall , fun day (:

School ; is such a dungeon . There's the new Discipline Master , & everything here & there : CANNOT . Ish . Feel like not going to school seyh . Everyday see her ugly face . Si nenek tua tuu . I sit right infront at the quadrangle , & yes ; it pisses me off just by looking at her . The rules she comes up with are freakin' outrageous . Merepek oi DM . Hurm , i won't elaborate more . Itatink .

Look up ! This wasn't planned .
All three were wearing tops from Cotton On & has leopard prints on them .
Cute kann ? :D
Ish , my USB cable for my phone lost !
Aiyaa , damn . Haha , does anyone have an extra SonyE USB cable ? ):

Tag replies ~

Rara ; relinked babe ! btw , i had a great time today :D
Haikal ; haha , jyeah ! you do that okayy (:
Aqil ; haha , okayy (:

2010-01-12T05:35:00.000-08:00

Heyy peeps !
Since school is getting me all tied up in manymany activities .
I won't be blogging so much , okayy .
Miss me tauu . Love y'all .

Ohh ! This Friday me & bby's 3 month yeah ! I love you laa , Naziff . Haha , but i'll be having dance in the afternoon . Then will be watching his soccer match in the evening . Then will be having dance again at Bedok CC at night . Wow , tiring seyh .
Saturday should be going out with the tenage peepz . Can't wait ! :D

Tag replies ~

Syhira ; haha , idk ? i think last time uh you invite me i think . Bole ke tkle nieh view your blog ? haha (:

MiaHO , 8D! ; okayy babe . tc (:

Aqil ; haha , okayy da link . zyraa here . tc (:

2010-01-09T07:49:00.000-08:00

Hello , sorry didn't update for some time .
Haha , it's not that i didn't have the time . I check my tagboard everyday .
But i just don't know waht to post about . Haha .

School has started ! jyeah . Happy laa , get to meet baby everyday . Huhu , so sweet tau dier . He sick also wants to come to school just so that he could see me . Awww , i love you laa sayang . Anyways , this has only been the first week of school , & people alrd have extra classes & all . Tak paham laa . Itatink nyer teachers . Haish . Got LA test for physics & chem on monday ! Gotta study . But shit , i left my chem file in class . So clever right ? Haiyaa . Summore . Already my parents were called up on the 2nd day of school . Bingit pehh .

Ohh yaa ! I have to submit my group's planning for the class declarations for the term . & guess waht , i'm in charge . Idk why would Mr Lee(form teacher) even pick me as the leader . The theme is STARS . Any ideas ? Ish , i am excited laa for this project . I got some cool ideas . It's just that i'm scared that i'd fail as a leader of this project . Lagi2 with a few VERY takle harap nyer org in my group of ten people . I won't name anyone . Anyways , if anything happens in this project work , i'm responsible . That's the thing , RESPONSIBLITY . Ish , such a scary word . Haha . Well , i guess i have to face this . & take the challenge . Wish me luck ! (:

Had sec 1 CCA trials on thursday & malay dance yesterday . Was not that gerek laa . Again , i'm in charge if Farah is not around . This year i'm Vice Chairperson of Malay Dance . I don't really know how to lead when people don't listen or pay attention or wahtever . It's hard , really . You go try ! Haha . After malay dance went to watch baby & the rest play soccer match against Victoria Sec , with Gergerl , Irah & Ezah . I saw my old friend there ! Iskandar , hehe . Loong time no see . Baby's mum & dad were there . Hehe . At first , the match was cancelled due to lightning alert . So , baby's parents went home . Then it didn't rain at all . & so they started the match later . Kecian mama&bak baby alrd went home . They wanted to watch him play . So , the results : not good . Victoria won 2:0 , if i'm not wrong . Haish , don't worry guys . We'll get 'em next time . The rain started right after the match finished . Waited for baby to shower & he sent me to the bus stop . Then went home ! & so , today , i went out with Mama . Went to Popular to buy the leftovers stuffs that were not bought yet . Wow , altogether $100+ seyh . Then went to Tanjong Katong Complex , print out pictures for mum's trip to Mekkah . Then from there , Dad fetched us .

Tomorrow got undangan ! Can't wait . Haha , going to sleep now . See yaww ! :D

2010-01-01T19:55:00.000-08:00

First thing's first .
Happie New Year to everyone out there !
Late , haha i know . Didn't get a chance to update uh .

31 Dec 2009 .
Went to buy uniform with Maiiya & Bby . hehe , jalan2 around Katong , dunno where to go .
Maiiya went off with her dad . Planned to go Bedok , teman Bby cut hair . hehe . In the end i went home 'cause family wanted to go out . We went to SingPost to get my bro new specs . Then ate at LongJohnSilver ! YumYum .
Then at night i went to DSP gathering at Changi . Haha , not chalet , not pit . It was just a gathering by the beach . We sang songs , funny games . Haha . I wore my pink glowing earings ! Cool tauu . I never took pictures uh . DamnIt . Wasted . Haha . Then go my aunt's chalet .
Counted down to 2010 . 3 , 2 , 1 : HAPPIE NEW YEAR !

1 Jan 2010;
It's a new year ! hehe . The whole day at my Aunt's chalet . Damn a lot of people . & a lot of food too ! haha . Ohh , i just found out that one of my babygirls , Nyimas Hanani Fathin , & i were cousins i think . Haha . Well , far cousins atleast . Played guitar , sang songs with family . Overall was great last night . Lots of fun . Hehe (:

But today , i'm lazy to go to my aunt's chalet . Haha . Tired uh . Should be staying home today . Or maybe going downstairs awhile . Meeting my SimsVille girls . Missed them so much ! Ohh , & I haven't heard from bby since countdown . Both pp8 low . Ape daa . Haha . Should be calling him later .

I love youu , Muhammad Naziff Ismail (:

Tag Replies ;

Haikal - Jyeah ! haha , you too classmate . Hope we'll have a great year ahead together as a class . 3E1 all the way . Takecare :D
Bella Katanorika - No probs babe . I had fun too . & i loove youu more ! :D
Rara - missed youu too babe ! hehe , added you . Takecare , meet up soon (:
Hudds - Happy new year to you too ! :D
! - Haha , okayy . Aku tauu . Btw , sape nieh ?

2009-12-30T11:27:00.001-08:00

♥ Maiiya !

Must meet this girl up here !
I've waited for her to come back from overseas for more than a month !
Gosh , i miss you . Maybe meeting her tomorrow .
& Going to my aunt's chalet maybe .

& Should be counting down with DSP babes&dudes .
Can't wait ! 2010 , here i come ! :D

2009-12-30T10:40:00.000-08:00

Well , today didn't go exactly as planned .
Haha . The plan was to go on a double date .
Me & Naziff ; Bella & Toyol .
Hurm , Bella got her date . But my date dunno go where .
Haha , he was with his bro & cousins i think . Went to WildWildWet .
Ish , gerammm tauu ! haha . tkpe , chill je .

Today , had ngaji . After ngaji siap2 meet Bella at Paya Lebar MRT . I saw HakimDSP & AhLoy there . Haha . Bella was with her brother & Toyol . Made our way to Cathay Cineleisure . Bought our tickets to watch Avatar . It didn't start until another hour . Then we didn't know if we should go to Tamp , where i was suppose to buy her present , & come back within an hour . So , we decided to just shop around at Plaza Sing , saving time . I bought glowing earings for tomorrow's countdown . hehe . We slacked awhile & ate Bella's homemade brownies ! YumYum . Very delicious babe ! Haha . Took some pictures . Apparently , most guys just don't know how to take pictures . HAHA ! Sorii if anyone terase , or i've offended anyone . Huhu . But it's true right ? ;p

After slacking , realised we were late for the movie . Haha . We rushed back to Cathay Cineleisure . I watched the movie from 5pm til 6pm ONLY . Pathetic right ? haha . Had to leave already . DSP meeting uh . This one i couldn't miss . I left Bella & Toyol alone . They're freakin' sweet ! No joke . hehe . So off i went to Bedok . I had soo much fun at DSP meeting ! Really . Hehe . Love my DSPbabes&dudes .

So Bestfriend . I hope you got waht you asked for your birthday . Btw , thanks for letting me spend time with you on your special day . Hehe , i love you . Serious . My BFF since primary school .
Happie birthday Bella Katanorika !
May all your wishes come true . All the best in life .
Again , i love youu ! :D

Bie ! Haiyaaa . Today ehh , you make me very the sadsad y'know .
First , you miss the doubledate .
Then , you said you'll go for the DSP meeting , i callcall you & your bro sume tak angkat .
I waited at Bedok Inter for you for waht seyh .
Then you text me , asking ' where i was ' , saying you ' tak dapat pergy dsp ' .
You finished swimming at waht time sia ?
I told you jumpe me after you went swimming & before we go DSP meeting kan ?
Ishh , geramm betol laa niari ! Aiyoooooo ):

2009-12-28T22:50:00.001-08:00

2010 is comiing !
Thought of partying with some friends to the new year .
But i've got my aunt's chalet that new years eve .
Damn , I NEED TO DANCE !

Sunday was a blast ! Finally got to meet my dearest best friend , BELLA KATANORIKA :D
Hehe , went to Tamp with her & did some shopping . Thanks dear for treating the baju . Love youu laa seyh . hehe . Then after some time Bby tagged along . Hehe , then jalan2 go eat at KFC . Bby blanje . huhu , i love youu laa b ! More pics on that day will be uploaded soon .

So , yesterday woke up & go my aunt's place at tamp . Took my booklist that i left there since school closed . Haha , then i made my way to school . Waited for bby to finish his soccer training & he bathed . Then we go out of school for awhile , lepak2 . I went to dad's office & got money for the new school books . Sorrie bby had to wait so long . My parents told me to makan finish first then go buy books . After I ate , my aunty go bebel on & on about my kude kepang group . Ask me to quit & all . Bullshit . Will never quit DSP , haha . How can she say that . I love DSP man . They are like my 3rd family seyh [ i alrd have 2 , fyi ] . Anyways , after the lecture , met bby outside school & we went into school again . Met Fyfyn there . Loong time never see her . haha , & i saw Shaif & Zairi & all . Looong time never see their faces . Not that i miss them though . Anyway , after buying the books , we slacked & slacked . Then while slacking , Ezah & Yanie'B came . Then , Fariz, then Gergerl . Then Alep . Haha , the budak tenages . Missed them . Ngee , after slacking , bby sent me home . We slacked again at my condo for awhile . Gave him a temple rubbing . Sedaap laa dier . Haha . Lucky he never sleep . After everything , i went home ! I just started cleaning up my room of the 2009's school stuff . Making room for 2010 (:

Todayy , woke up by a phone call . It was Mama . She asked me to get ready . Wanna follow her go Parkway . Hahs . Didn't shop much there . Btw , Cotton On at Parkway don't have alrd ? I never see ade pon . Wow , long time never go Parkway a lot of things changed . Haha . Ish , gotta go tamp cotton on . Very irresistable prices on sale now ! :D

Hehe , & now i'm at home . Blogging .
Gonna finish cleaning up my room which is such in a mess right now .
Huhu . Bye people !

Bby , you know i love you .
Don't scare me with that kind of messages you received again ehh .
Nak nanes seyh smlm . huhu . You know , i know . Sayaang youu !

DSP trip to Jogja .

2009-12-26T07:35:00.000-08:00

! New PICTURES !
Dermaga Seni Pusaka trip to Jogja [ Yogyakarta ] .
12 - 19 Dec 2009 .
Boss & Lady Boss : Cik Sani & Cik Raudhah .
DSP members : Shasha , Zyra , Khairil , Fizzy , Iss , Fie & Kak Lin .
Guest : My mum . [ Haha , sebok jee . fake ;p ]

12 dec ; Singapore to Yogyakarta :D

13 dec ;
Early morning before our first training .
Jalan2 je laa .

13-17 Dec ; Training at the 'school' Sanggar Tari Kembang Sore !
4 days of training , learn 5 dances .
Training from 9am to 10pm everyday .
Sleep at 2am , wake up at 7plus .
5th day is exam oii .
Rabakk kan ?

Last two days ; 18 & 19 Dec ;
trip to Borobudur Temple & some shopping .
Then Bye-Bye Jogja , & Welcome Home .

Rinduu pulakk the times at Jogja .
Haha , had lots of fun uh really .
Damn tiring , no doubt about that .
But , it was a very good experience .
& i passed the exam ! YAY !
We're planning to go there again next year .
But when idk . Hahs , tc all .

B , i miss youu so the very much !
& iLoveYouu (:

2009-12-11T11:52:00.000-08:00

Hellooo Dead Blog Of Mine .
Well , i don't know there's people even still reading my blog .
Hahs , should be dead . Yeahs .

Anyway , just to let you know , if anyone is reading this post at all .
I'll not be Singapore from 12 - 19 Dec .
I'll be in Jogja , yeahh . With my some of my dsp babes&dudes .
Will be leaving later . Haha , this will be my last post until next week .
Aiyaa , so sad . Don't feel like going seyh .

I didn't even get to meet B ):
Already one week i haven't seen him .
Now i'm going away for another week .
Mampos ! 2 weeks never meet my bby .
Can die seyh . Urgh ! Nvm , sabar je Zyraa .
Later when school reopens , can meet bby everyday !
hehe , k best :D

Anyway , this 15Dec09 will be our 2month together .
I love you bby . Sumpah , i tak bedek . Hehe , i sayang uu !
Sorrie i won't be here on that day . Just wishing in advanced .
Just remember that i'll always love you , no matter waht .
I'm serious , baby .
Muhammad Nazif Ismail , I LOVE YOU like no other .
Thanks for always being there for me . Takecare bby .

Btw , HAPPIE BELATED BIRTHDAY IZZ !
to my favourite cousin , i wish you a happie belated bday ! Sorii i missed it .
WooHoo , 16 aites ? hahha , hope you have a wonderful life ahead .
You know i love ya ! :D

So Long SINGAPORE .
Will miss all my friends so so much !
Especially will be missing Naziff . iLoveYou , bby (:
To my friends out there , you know i love you loads .
Taking Care , Adios ! :D

2009-12-09T08:40:00.000-08:00

NEW BLOGSKIN !

pandai pandai laa korang .

wanna find your way through my blog .

HE HE HE :D

If only the orange box can work , it will be nicer .

Haiyaa . Now like incomplete .

& i don't know why the orange box ain't working .

See ya !

2009-12-03T10:54:00.000-08:00

Heyy ! Sorii never update for a looong time (:
Hehe , okayy . My blog is freakin' dead .
Haha !

I LOVE DSP . he he he . No doubt about that (:
The picture below was taken at Royal Scotts Plaza Hotel .
We had our performance there .
Look at it , the people infront stand out .
Sorii kompang boys . HE HE .

It gets even better . Naziff pon masok ! haha , including Fariz , Akkir & Khairul !
huhu , they just joined DSP . Hope they love being in DSP , like all of us do .

B , i love you seyh . Serious , i tak bedek . huhu , kita berjanji sehidup semati .
Hurm , our 2nd monthsarry is coming . 151209 . but i'll be away at Jogjakarta .
Sorii b , we can't celebrate again . I'll miss you soo much ):

To everyone , i'll be away from 121209 - 191209 . FYI je . haha . Miss me kayy ? huhu ;p
Wow , one whole week . I'll be in Jogja with some of my fellow DSPians . Will be going there for dance training with exam at the end of it . Haishh , intensive training babe . Wish me luck ! hehe . I won't be using com for that time . So , i'll be missing all of you !

2009-11-22T20:15:00.000-08:00

That's my little sis behind .
Huhu . & yes , i coloured my hair .
FYI , i was going for the Japanese/Chinese look , not ~~MINAHREP~~ .
Everywhere i go , kena minahrep sia .
Sorrie ciket ehhh .

& now i coloured it back to dark brown because ...
1 ) My parents hate it .
2 ) I can't meet Naziff's mum [ bad impression ] .
3 ) My big sis hates it [ says like minah mane entah ] .
4 ) I'm a dancer [ If wear malay costumes , hair must be MALAY-ish ] .
5 ) I'm going for the traditional Javanese dance course in Jogjakarta .
6 ) I hate being called a MinahRep .
7 ) My dad gave me $50 to colour my hair back [ easy money , now that i'm broke ] .
8 ) Easy laa . Later i have my leadership things in school during hols .

Maybe got some more other reasons , but can't think of any more . It's 12.27pm now . I'm alone at home . Mum & Dad left for Haj this morning . I cried at the airport , seriously . Mum & me have not been talking since i argued with her a few days ago . Then , i apologised to her before she departed . I hugged her tight , didn't wanna let go . Tears automatically streamed down . I love her , dearly .

Truthfully , i don't want her to go . For a month sia ! Now already missing her . Waht would i do without her ? But waht to do . Her rezeki . Dapat pergi Haji .
Semoga Mama & Abah tunaikan Haji yang akan dimabrurkan . Insyaallah .

Ohh yeah , i'm confirmed going to Jogjakarta for my course . 12-19 Dec . Wahlao . So expensive sia . Serious . The flight costs $329 . The dance course is $250 . Altogether $579 ??? Haha , my dad came out $450 for me . & i came out the rest . Sayaang oii my moneyy . Now i'm totally broke . That's why i took up the offer from my dad . He'd give me $50 if i dyed my hair back . So , yeahh .

Well , i will be staying in JB with my real family when i don't have anything on in SG . Anything just msg my number , i'll contact you as soon as possible . My brothers went to stay at my aunt's place .

Will be going out later . First thing's first . Buy my guitar string . Huii , haha . Putus luhh . Itatink . Then , wanna meet B ! Sial uhh . Like so loooong never meet seyh . Ish , rinduuuu ! HA HA . Maybe going to my cousin's place to play guitar . Then going to dance prac at night .

Huhu , i wanna meet BELLA KATANORIKA . Long time never meet siulx . She's my bestf since primary school . Love her loads ! Sumpah , tak bedek (:

B , i love you . Missing you !

2009-11-20T23:57:00.001-08:00

Stayed home the whole day yesterday . But i forgot to blog . HA HA .
Anyway , thursday went to B's house for kenduri arwah .
I was the only girl-friend there . So , alone laa . haha , scary seyh .
The other girls didn't come , for wahtever reasons .
Called so many girls but none couldn't make it .
Anyway , i went there pakai tudung seyh .
Naziff & his eldest brother's gf told me to wear tudung permanently .
Mampos . HAHA . They say lagik lawaa . Idk ?
I wanna wear . But not now laa . Maybe next year ? or the next ?
HA HA , okayy .

Today , didn't go for undangan . Thought of going out with Mama .
Then end up gaduh alrd pagi2 psl my hair .
So staying home , until later . Going to get my guitar back from Que .
Then go Bedok CC for DSP training .
Tomorrow got undangan again . I'll be going tmr .
Tarian Dewi (:

Mum & Dad going Haji this Monday .
Should i be happie or sad ?
Truthfully , i'm sad . Really , tak bedek .
Idk why . But kalau boleyh tanak dorang pergi .
But rezeki dorang laa dapat pergi .
I'll be stuck in JB .
Not sure going Jogjakarta for my tarian course in Dec .
Hope i can go .

Tag replies : ~

passerby: no offence,but u dont really seem sincere abt ur bf's bro's passing.
to passerby ; wth ? ohh , okayy . aku nyer psl uh aku nak 'sound sincere' ke takk ? Anw , i know my bf always view my blog . So , i don't want him to hurt himself everytime he views . Just don't want him to be thinking about his late brother a lot . I usually make my posts not so serious pe . Waht's wrong with you ? My blog , my say . Ade paham ? Thanks for tagging (:

Bella: Sad to hear about Sakai ): May he rest in peace .
to Bella ; yeah . it is very sad . Thanks bella . Love you loads (:

B , i love you manyak manyak . I rindu uu seyh ):

2009-11-16T23:58:00.000-08:00

Whoa , i came out a lot of money today .
Ha ha , for me a lot uh . Cab money .
In the morning , was late for school , took cab .
Afternoon , straight after school , took cab home .
Then quickly changed from t-shirt & shorts , to long-sleeved shirt & long skirt .
From home , took cab to Naziff's place .
The whole area was packed with people .
From their family & extended family members , to all friends .
When i got there , KIMEKKK . Banyak giler orang .
HA HA . M A L U :D
Got a lot of familiar faces too ,
like Nass & Wanii & Iya & Olin & Manto & banyak lagik .
Then i met Iraah , Gergerl , Diana , Ezah , Dayah & Yanie .
We stayed outside the house .
The guys were in the house ; Sembahyang jenazah .
I wanted to go in the house to see Sakai ,
but none of us brought our selendang .

I could see Baby coming in & out of the house , crying .
So poor thing my baby . I love him soo much .
I cried too , seeing him & his mother so crushed .
Sakai's body was brought out of the house & placed downstairs .
Everyone there crowded around him , & we prayed for him .
I cried , again . I'm gonna miss you , bro .

Then Sakai was brought out of there , untuk dikebumikan .
We didn't go along . I wanted to , but i had class after that .
So , i couldn't . I didn't even got a chance to meet Baby .
They went off already . I just watched him .
Didn't salam the mother , either . Wth , too many people .
Then , went makan with the rest .
I didn't eat . Not that hungry . Just had Milo Godzilla !
Then , after everything , went home ...
by cab .
HA HA , thought i was late for my class .
Then my teacher never come , until now also .

Al-Fatehah kepada Arwahnya ,
Muhammad Nazim bin Ismail .
[ a.k.a. Sakai ]
Semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat .
Amin .

2009-11-16T03:05:00.000-08:00

I'm in love with you . I don't think i've loved any guy this much .
It has been a month now since we are together .
During this month , we've never fought ,
never hated or disliked each other .
Even though you've hurt me , & i've hurt you too . But we've passed that .
As days go by , i love you more & more . Sumpah i tak bedek .
Let us stay together forever k b . Never let us go .
Muhammad Naziff bin Ismail , i sayang uu !

♥ NaZyra ; since 151009 ♥

Yesterday , was me & Naziff's one monthsaryy .
I sent him an sms waht i wrote up there at 12.00am on 151109 .
He was so touched , he didn't know waht to say when on the phone with me .
Awww , cute kan ? Hehe , i love you b .

But , the day was really a nightmare for him . We didn't go out together , 'cause i had to go out with my family . He was happily lepak-ing earlier that day . His mum broke the news to him at ECP . His elder brother , Muhd Nazim bin Ismail , aka Sakai , 18 years , was spotted drowning at East Coast after 6pm . He was gonna retrieve a ball that was about 26m away from shore . Before he even got to the ball , he had difficulties . He disappeared after that . The authorities were called up , & they're searching the waters for him until now .
Sakai , wherever you are .
I really hope you are okayy .
Doakan laa nyawanya selamat .
Al-Fatehah .

This really had a great impact on b . Now , I just got back from ECP . B wanted me to be with him . So , i cancelled all my plans after school just be with him . At first , i was scared to go alone . Then i tried calling Gergerl , Iraah & Diana to come along . After that , met Ikram & Iqbal & Yanie at block panjang . Told them about the incident , & they wanted to tag along . Soon the whole group [tenage peepz] wanted to tag along .
HA HA , jiwer . Kawan2 sejati babe .
Those who came along , Gergerl , Diana , Iraah , Ezah , Rara , Izhar , Ikram , Iqbal , Farhan , Alep , Khairul , Faris , Akir , Yanie & some others i can't remember .
Thank you soo much for coming along , supporting Naziff .
I think we did okayy , & Naziff wasn't that upset when we were around .

Baby , i know you miss your brother .
You have to be strong okayy syg ?
I love you so much .

Huhu , finally met the mother siaa , soo scary .
So poor thing his mother . Very sad to see them .
I cried too when Naziff went 'crazy' .
He said he saw his brother in the water .
Naziff pointed & screamed claiming he saw Sakai .
Everyone crowded around him , hugging him & crying with him .
He broke down , not kidding . Sumpah , i cried . Such a tragedy .

After he cooled down , i knew he was hungry & i treated him to McDonalds .
So happy to see him smiling again just now .
I knew he was glad that all of us were there for him .
Until now , there is still no news . Sakai is still not found .
Baby , you take care of yourself .
Wahtever it is , i'm here for you . I always will be .
I sayang you .

2009-11-09T03:17:00.000-08:00

Tarian Marjina DSP .
Time Bulan Ramadhan .

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Tag Replies ~

NanaKido ; HAHA , mesti luhh clever . hehehe ;p . Anways , thanks for linking me ! & sorii me tak recognise uu before . HA HA ! my apologies .
Yenny ; okayy , visited .
Maiiya ! ; Ohh darling ! imy too sia ! HA HA , love you too babe . see you when i see you ! takecare love .

iLoveYou , Muhammad Nazif bin Ismail .

2009-11-07T00:34:00.000-08:00

Well . Today ain't a good day for me .

I don't know why . I just don't feel fine .
I'm feeling empty , that's how i can describe it .

Yesterday was extremely tiring .
Went to school ,
got lectured by Mr Lee for skipping class the previous day .
Me , Elly & Ikkyn's parents were called up .
Then had detention for one hour , writing my reflection .
After that , met B outside school & slacked awhile at tenage .

HA HA ! tkle lupekan seyh smlm .
Ikram & some of the rest saw a bapok walking by in a dress
(looks like a nightgown) .
She was walking at the other block opposite ours .
Then they started to shout "BAPOK LUHH SEYH !" , kacau2 that 'lady' arh .
Then kena sound by 'her' sia all the way she walked past . HA HA HA ~ !
'She' go lift up her dress & showed waht was underneath there .
Ewww ! Then she & her family i think went somewhere else .
A few minutes later 'she' came back . She come to our spot & started yelling at us .

This was roughly it :
Bapok : Ehh , korang mana punya uh ?
Ikram : Uh ? Sorri uh , tak main baju .
Bapok : Uu jgn nak bedek . Rambot highlight gini mcm ckp tak maen .
Ikram : Betol , tak maen .
Bapok : Okay , skrg i nak tauu . Sape yg jerit i bapok tadi ? HUH ?!
Ikram : Uhh , saya uh .
Bapok : Okayy . Kao tengok nieh jam ape i pakai ?
Ikram : Uhh , Omega .
Bapok : Betol . Aku bapok-bapok pon tengok uh jam . Teka nieh jam brape ?
Ikram : Uhh , $4oo+ ?
Bapok : [looks at him in a bitchy way] Helloo ? Beribu okayy !
Ikram : [kept quiet , dunno waht to say] .
Then Akir sayed something , but then got cut off .
Bapok : Uuu diam . I tengah bbual ngan dier . U all tkmo masok campur k .
[She started yelling at him some things i couldn't remember.
She lifted her dress again . Lucky i tak pandang . Eww !]
Bapok : Skrg nieh aku tak puas hati uh . Korang nak aku panggil...
[dunno who laa she say . but scary uh]
Tu bapok ada namer punya sia . HA HA .
B ckp abg dier pernah maen2 mintak number dier .
& they got sound also . Haha .
'Her' boyfriend was beside her say that it was enough laa .
No need to do anymore things . They apologise already .
Bapok : Dorang belom ckp sorii pon ! Ape yg da ckp ?! Aku masih tak puas hati .
'She' saw Ikram's phone infront of him .
Bapok : [Takes his hp in her hand] Ini hp uu ?
Ikram : Arh2 laa .
Bapok : U nak tengok i lempar nieh hp sampai pecah ?
Ikram : Tanak laa .
*Bapok throws Ikram's hp to the wall . It broke it pieces .*
Bapok : ARGHHH ! Baru aku puas hati . Kao puas hati skrg ?
Ikram : Arh arh , puas hati . [dreadfully]
The bapok then went off membebel-ing ape entah . HA HA .
Lucky Ikram's phone can still work . Aiyooo .
Moral of the story is :
Next time nampak Bapok , JANGAN KACAU .
Padan mukerr . HA HA ! First time sia nampak kene sound ngan bapok .

After slacking with them , me & Gergerl & Iraah made our way to school .
Had Malay dance at 2-5pm . Very the tiring oii !
It was like intensive work out , & i never work out in a long time .
To make things worse , i had a stomachache . HA HA !
Just tahan the pain je laa . Parents were on their way home so they fetched me .
Go home , finally boleyh MAKAN ! tak makan seyh one whole day .
Haha , best . I had DSP training at 7pm .
But i reached there at 7.30pm .
Training sampai 9.45pm . Then go home . Habis .

Today , stayed home the whole day .
Been a potato couch , watching tv , from 11.30am until 4pm just now .
Mama asked me to follow her go out . I didn't answer .
I wanted to , but i couldn't even talk . Or get up .
So , she assumed i didn't wanna .
Then it seemed that she also wasn't going out at all .
I bathed at 4 . HA HA !
Anyway , i asked mama she going out or not .
She was already getting ready . & almost done .
I wanted to say I wanna go . But again i couldn't say it .
I just started to get ready even if she didn't know i wanna come along .
Just try laa see if i can get ready before she leaves , i'll go .
Then just after i put on my contacts , before i even put on my clothes .
She left the house already , bummer . Haha . Nevermind .

Here's some leftover Kompang Comp pictures (:

Haiyya , dunno waht to do for Sunday & Monday .
No plans , so far . Bored uh , seriously .
I wanna eat Sushi ! Anyone nak belanja ?
Haha , jk jk . okayy laa . let's see . That's all for now .
I'll post again soon . tata (:

B , i sayang you manyak manyak k ! :D

2009-11-04T00:48:00.000-08:00

He's mine .
Cute kan dier ? haha . tapi selekeh laa ;p
Haiz , i cried last night .
You promised me that you wouldn't do those things anymore .
But waht crap do i hear now ?
Your mum told me that you were in lock-up again ?!
You hurt her so much until she doesn't wanna talk to you now .
Besides her , waht about me ?
Waht the heck were you thinking when you sniffed them ?
You never think about me issit that time ?
You broke your promise , saying you will never take those again .
But i think i loved you too much to let you go .
You don't know how much pain i feel .
All you could say was "sorrie" .
Lemme say this again . If you ever do it again .
I promise i will let you go .

Hurm , today supposed to go Malay Dance but mama didn't let me .
I had to go home & have ngaji . wth ?
Haha , i had to , pasal i missed monday's lesson .
Went to visit Wawan at Changi Prison remand centre ,
with his mummy , adik & nyayi (his nenek laa).
Cried uh seeing him , face to face .
& he was on the other side of the glass , all alone .
Really dramatic . HA HA .

Ini Danial . One of the new members of DSP (:

Going DSP training later . jyeah ! :D

Tag replies ~
Lyana : Awww ! imy2 babe . no probs . i'm always here for you forever & always (:
Yie : Yes you did ! & again .
Idaa : azirah101@hotmail.com
RARA : Hahs , yeah babe . See you soon . & thanks ! :D
martin : Nyahaha , okayy thanks . You tooo (:
Haikal : Helllo classmate ! :D
Nana Cantriona : Relinked already darls ! (:
YAYA : relinked babe :D

2009-10-28T04:08:00.000-07:00

" Behind every beautiful thing ,
there's some kind of pain . "
- Bob Dylan

Of course ,
that beautiful things is called LOVE .

Heyy peeps !
I'm posted to 3E1 in 2010 !
Haha , yeahh baby . Class of my choice (:

Lucky same class as Elly & Ikkyn !
But very sad Lyana & Maiiya got posted to a different class .
So , my school will officially close this friday .
But , for most of us . It is bridging lessons for atleast 2weeks !
Like , wth ryte ? Baru plan nak dye rambot maut nyer this thursday .
HAHA . Let's see if i wanna go anot ;p

I will be taking these subjects :
- English Language -
- Malay Language -
- Combined Science (Phy&Chem) -
- E Maths -
- POA -
- Literature ! -
- Combined Humanities ( SS & Hist ) -

So sad i'm taking history . I prefer Geog more . Haix .
Haha , nehminds . now must work hard on everything .
Especially Literature ! :D

I really got nothing else to post about .
Haha , sorii . Can't think of anything .

Enjoyy !
A few pics for last saturday's dsp outing .
241009 @ Bedok Amphitheatre .

Naziff , iLoveYou (:

2009-10-20T05:38:00.000-07:00

Maiiya ! iLoveYou babe !
:DD

Look down !
This is waht happens when i berangan lebihh .
HA HA .
I was bored , huhu .
Don't comment .
Should i pierce my nose again ? HAHA .
Miss it soo much .

Outing with
Gergerl , DianaBarney , Ezah , Azura ,
Naziff , Alip , Ikram&Iqbal & many more . Forgot luhh .
Not many pics , sorii . Lazy uhh . HAHA !

! Gergerl !

! Diana Barney !

! Naziff !

! Ezah !

Ikram & Naziff
Azura & Gergerl

iLoveYou :D

2009-10-16T05:09:00.000-07:00

Tuesday ; 131009 .
Went out after school to meet Reza & Afai .
Bowling @ SAFRA Tamp .

It was Reza's last day outside. The next day was his court .
He's sentenced 2 years in boys' home .
I'm soo gonna miss you man !
Almost cried seeing him so sad .
We bowled . That got him to forget his stress awhile .
Masok on his mum's bday pulakk tu .
His mum said "Kau punye bday present paling baekk ehh antara sume korang."
Aku sayang kau babe . Good luck in there .
Aku harap kau mintak maaf byk2 to your mum like I told you to.
See you next two years kayy . Love you , bro :(

Look at Reza's face . (btw he's wearing white&brown)
Most of the pics , his face sad2 seyhh .
Kecian dye . Haiyaaa . Takecare , bro .
):

2009-10-02T10:04:00.000-07:00

I love this picture up here . Haha .
Dunno why , but it is just so lawaa .
& true waht it says ! HA HA .

Ohh , i'm in JB btw . Just got in today after school .
Had detention , then went straight home & bathed .
Today so HOTT sia the weather . Haix .
Then i siap2 , my dad fetch me then go JB (:
Speaking of my dad , look down ! HA HA . Cute kan ?
He go make stupid face like i did before i took this picture .
But i never upload mine . HAHA . sorrie ;p

Hurm , I got a lot of things to talk about .
But it's 2.30am right now .
Sleepy , i guess . Can't think . Haha .
Been a long day . Got so much to think about .
Urgh ! Stress babe . Summore exams coming .
Selalu merayap . Tak banyak study .
Ape nakk jadikk ? Final year exams oii !

Ohh , i opted for Express 3 for my class next year .
The subjects i'm taking should be :
English , Malay , Maths , Combined Science ,
POA , English Literature , SS & Geog .

Afai & Fadhil !
I missed you guys so much !
Haha , this was Tuesday .
Met them between Tamp Mall & Century Square .
Rindu nyer ! HA HA .
Teringat aku zaman-zaman gereks kiter .
Haha , the KECOHrables :D

Haix , rindu those times laa . With you all .
My life was so much easier . So happy , & care-free .
Gosh ! I feel like crying ! I think i hate my life now .
Everything is just so wrong !

I'll update more some other time .
Here's some random pics -

Bby , waht is happening ? ? ?

2009-09-27T01:50:00.000-07:00

250909 was funfunFUN ! :D
hehee , went jalan raya with my two girlfriends .
! Maiiya & Fyka !
& Eddy with his friends .

After school , i went to salon to wash my hair out of the black spray .
Haha , then went to Maiiya's house to get ready .
Otw to Maiiya's hse , i met Fyka . Asked her if she wanted to join us .
So , she did , excitedly went home to get ready . Haha .

We took a cab to Eddy's house . Since we were late . Sorrie for that .
Haha , all of them were supposed to meet at 2.30pm sharp at Whitesands .
But we were late , so met Eddy first at around 3plus .
From his place , we walked all the way to one of his friend's house .
Wow , i tell you arh . Damn tiring sia !
It was kinda far . & me & fyka were wearing heels .
Ehh , i tell you like wanna die sia ! HA HA HA .

Haha , when reached the friend's place , i was shocked , REALLY .
Guess laa how many people . All eddy's friends from Coral .
When he said going jalan raya with his friends,
i thought like less than ten people y'know .
I was like OMG ! Haha , ramai nyer ! 36 people y'know altogether !
THIRTY SIX , man . So , yeahh . HAHA .
Lucky they were friendly & i knew some of them alrd (:

It was really easy yesterday to jalan raya , because they rented a bus .
Haha , so each gotta pay about $6 . Can uhh . So easy to go to places .

Got one time in the bus , we passed another group going jalan raya .
Then one of us shouted
"Ehh , kite ade bus uhh ! Korang tkde uhh ! HAHA ;p "
It was damn funny , they look at us like wth . Dunno waht we were saying .
So fun , really . I laughed so much .

Look at all our shoes ! HAHA , a lot right ?
Memang happening giler uh that day .
Very the Gereks ! :D
Hehe . This was taken at their teacher's house .

Mostly raya-ed at Pasir Ris , since most of them stays there .
Then went to Tanah Merah , Chai Chee was the last house .
I took bus to inter the MRT-ed home from there . ALONE .
Damn weird , 'cause i wore my baju raya . HAHA .

There are still more pictures , i think .
If i get them , i'll upload more .
Toodles ! :D

Bby , i miss you .